09 Aralık 2018, Pazar
saat: 08:55
In the end, everything went well & I am just so intensely grateful. I have my mind, my body, my loved ones, my research, my projects, my work, my security, my tightly knit family and brilliant, supportive, brave, + affectionate group of friends that delight me to no end. I am beyond lucky for my life. It’s not bad & I should appreciate it more.
I thought earlier in the day, ah, since my head has been hurting on & off for most of the morning, I should perhaps give my mind a rest. Veg out. Take a load off. Take a break from work and learning. Relax. What happened instead was I did take a break from working only to clean the house, do a lot of laundry, and watch a lot of documentaries to use in class throughout the week. My headache remains, but obviously I have no clue how to actually relax in the way people usually mean when they talk of relaxation. Still, I found this day relaxing & restorative. I do always love a cleared space, as just one clean room can be like a miracle for the mind.
Now I need sleep, sleep and sleep….. and more sleep.
