21 Eylül 2009, Pazartesi
saat: 18:11
i asked her nicely, she wouldn't have it. i went to bed early, i couldn't sleep. then she had to try to wake me up, and i wouldn't have it. i won, for now, until she comes up with a plan to let me have it.
i wrote all of it down. i would have done it online but as i don't have immediate internet access here, it's on paper. it doesn't seem easy now to type it. i now have hesitations that were hidden behind the the sleep-deprivation/sleeping pill haze last night.
but having it out somehow eased me a bit.
