23 Eylül 2009, Çarşamba
saat: 08:06
"True! --nervous --very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am"..
uff..i started to have weird nightmares just like ted, just before his first day as a prof(f)essor. okay, there's this psychology exam on thursday and professor morrissey expects me to cover the study guide questions in the revision class just before the exam, and if everybody taking the course shows up there will be like 450-500 people and..giving a lecture in front of such a huge class sounds soo intimidating! no, it IS intimidating, and its like there is no way i could do this! sure i know i have to get prepared, check my notes and stay calm during the actual teaching part so that i won't blow my chances with continuing to be a teaching assistant ... but what if someone asks me a question that I did not know the answer?! god, what am i gonna do then? i'd be wrecked in front of everyone! what if i say something really, really stupid? or what if i give the wrong answer and everybody ends up doing that question wrong in the exam too? oh yeah, i wish i could do the grading part, that would be so much easier :(
