30 Eylül 2009, Çarşamba
saat: 02:55
i decided if i woke up before 1, i was gonna call mom and go with her. i did wake up before 1 so i did. crazy, i know. i wanted to break the routine, wear my new skirt and have my fortune read. two out of three of those accomplished. then there was the professor thing but it was also in the unaccomplished pile. they wanted to see me and i wanted to be seen so that i wouldn't have to listen about it anymore.
ok maybe i am also getting a bit lonely.
positive discrimination.
i believe i was the only person to get another bowl of that dish, nevertheless despite my wishes and desires.
the buzz is always in the back there. i don't know how to get rid of it. i have an idea, but it's not a feasible one.
and the signs aren't helping. they are everywhere and of course now that i am more attuned, i am seeing one at least once every day.
what's in a name, right?
angry is more likely to cry than sad.
i missed bagels, non-white bread, and microwaves today. i missed pizza, too, but not for the same reason.
