05 Ekim 2009, Pazartesi
saat: 08:36
So.
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-Do you think we need to have "the talk"?
-I don't know.
-Or we can just let things happen naturally.
-Yeah, let's do that.
-OK.
-Are you sure?
-Do I have a choice?
-Well. I guess not. I don't know. Are you really OK?
-Actually, yes. I am.
-I don't believe you.
-What am I supposed to do?
-...
-I am OK. Believe me when I say that.
-OK.
-You don't believe me.
-No, I don't. But there's nothing I can do about it so it's really up to you.
-You are weird.
-Yeah.
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"Great work. Cute."
My money is on JW for this comment.
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I guess we are not there yet. Weirdly, I am OK with this. Maybe just for the time being.
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Attachment, engagement, devotion.
I don't like thinking about these subjects. I am not a fan of moderation. It's really all or none.
And neither is really fun.
Yeah, I just rhymed. Don't let that undermine the seriousness of that statement.
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You know what irks me the most? Now people around me are making big, life-altering decisions and I'm still dealing with this kind of stuff. In this day and age.
Yeah, truly awesome.
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Bilmiyorum iste, hakikaten yani.
Bir yerde bir seyler ters gitti sanirim ve hala onun acisini cekmekle mesgulum. Alt-ust olmus bir denge var.
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I do have a plan. It will either succeed spectacularly or fail miserably.
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Trust. I have none. Deal with it.
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Belki de problem bendedir.
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And here I think I mattered.
And there she thinks she mattered.
But there was really only one that mattered.
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We. made. plans.
That is how serious it was.
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I don't know. Maybe it will never be like that. Maybe it could have. Maybe it will.
But it feels like I convinced myself that it'll never be like that.
And there's nothing anybody can do about it.
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Yeah.
