06 Kasım 2009, Cuma
saat: 02:02
where are the tears that should be streaming down my cheeks wetting my lips and neck??
are they lost in my abyss?
like all the smiles i have. the smiles that don't touch my eyes, even when they touch my can hardly move my heart.
a heart that has been broken over and over again.
a heart that has been failed many times.
a heart that jumps with a little love and happiness but only for a moment because they don't last.
it is not that they don't last, it is that they pain, they hurt..
mine is a heart that can survive on hope alone, does not need more..but even that is too hard to keep nowadays..
they take my clothes away, i am naked..they take my hope away i am heartless..
emptiness..
survival..
of the fittest maybe..
the coldest..
still no tears..
maybe i am no longer a human
just a mutant trying act/be human..
