09 Kasım 2009, Pazartesi
saat: 02:05
i usually implode. preferably in small increments. the damage is not visible. it's ok, i deal somehow.
but i cracked. exploded this time. it was ugly. i really didn't like how ugly it was. but i couldn't contain it anymore, i couldn't stop it.
well. what happened, happened.
i had a dream where ets sent the results by mail, and the scores had nothing to do with what i saw on the screen the day-of. it's actually a legitimate fear.
the two-day rule should be applied to facebook, as well.
calmer waters. well, it couldn't be helped. my body survives.
