30 Kasım 2009, Pazartesi
saat: 02:51
i am one for crazy ideas, but i am usually not used to finding supporters, let alone actually executing the idea.
i am just not happy about the turn things took though. maybe it was sort of an explosion but i cannot afford to have one of these once a month. i really didn't like myself for it. it just wasn't fun.
and now i might have to go all the way there to cover some tracks.
i was dysfunctional all day, couldn't even sleep. so i blew off the reunion but had to deal with the whirlwind of people coming in. there was total panic. there was so much to do that i think i just ended up not doing much. i was also the one responsible for making sure the kids didn't tear the whole place apart, there is always one of those you know.
i don't think i will ever want/have kids.
i think that love will always be there. i will always have the memories to reminisce about the past fondly, and i will always wish the best for him. the thought of that makes me happy.
