07 Aralık 2009, Pazartesi
saat: 01:31
as the dates creep near, i am wanting to do this less and less.
with the first thing i gave up, i eliminated the reasons not to let go of the others as well. it's not like i am sure i want to do it anyway.
there is no end to their absurd requests. first i had to look up how to explain the grading system of a school two hours away from theirs. it's the same as yours idiots! and now they want me to list all my courses with the course numbers, who taught them, and the textbooks we used because, apparently, a transcript is not good enough for the assholes.
rick told me to work on the sop until i get sick of reading it. i am already so freaking sick of the whole process, is this supposed to mean i am ready?
i need to go to a place with holiday decorations. that would either really depress me or cheer me up. i will go either way.
i miss going to cvs with jp just for the hell of it. just to look at the crazy stuff. like the elaborate drawing of a penis on an etch-a-sketch, the absurd cards with music, the dangerous toys, the great deals on all kinds of meds, the buckets of totally sugary or greasy snacks etc.
the 8-ball had said 'without a doubt'. i asked it twice and made it swear on the candy behind us and both times it said the same thing. haha, liar.
i am shouting in my head. good. noone else should be able to hear it. it's all good as long as i am only going crazy inside my head.
the internets are great for finding anything and everything. i know more than i ever need to know, and i can find out more.
