13 Aralık 2009, Pazar
saat: 01:18
i had to split my rewritten-oh-so-many-times-to-be-perfected sop into two. literally. because one of the schools wants to read about academics separate from the emotional stuff. yeah keep them coming.
and my simple little excel file is getting out of hand.
not the ideal saturday night but i didn't have an ideal morning to begin with.
so freaking ridiculous. the kind of thing to remind me how ok it has been so far and how crazy it can get. i really don't need pointers, please.
am i supposed to act like it's just a glitch but overall it's all ok? is it like this universally, and everyone's all hush-hush? am i being too sensitive, or am i right to be upset?
i just have many questions with no answers.
also ask me one question as simple as 'how are you?' and i will answer you with ten more questions.
to the fifteenth.
then to one more date after that.
then the dates can all go screw themselves.
it's starting all over again anyway.
some red wine and before sunrise. yes.
and the rain. almost perfect.
