15 Aralık 2009, Salı
saat: 18:25
i must be getting old, last night's almost all-nighter is killing me. i was done by the app around eight but then there was the surprise fellowship app at the end which i thought had the same due date so i filled it in hastily. that was one nasty surprise. then i couldn't sleep thinking of the mistakes i did while filling it in, then the breakfast and vacuuming started, and i got up having gotten maybe an hour of sleep to deal with hosting fifteen people.
i think we get along not just due to the fact that we can communicate in full sentences. she is also very open-minded and does not get offended by my random questions, and tells me everything comfortably. i am starting to really get to know her and like her.
people are a little bit curious, maybe even jealous.
i don't have to ask darling, i have a pretty good idea of what the problem probably is. and of course we don't/can't talk about it.
two more to go. after that my life will consist of waiting around pointlessly.
as the emails started rolling in, i imagined rick and seth huddled in a corner working on the links while slowiaczek was feeling left out and sulking. that was a funny image in my head, all of them were around the age of twelve.
i am losing weight despite the fact that a jar nutella lasts me for four days at most. so much so that my mom requested we change brands to collect water glasses instead of jars. a sign that we're eating extremely healthy at home. there are just not any good snacks around.
everyone keeps saying it's very cold and i think it's finally just winter weather. not even cold winter. i am actually enjoying it a lot, i don't feel cold. this would be just the beginning in maine or maybe it's just the capsules, i don't know.
