24 Aralık 2009, Perşembe
saat: 01:02
it is getting to me.
been preparing and waiting for a future that may not ever arrive. been too long.
dystopic science fiction nightmare.
i guess i cannot complain anymore that i have boring dreams.
someone else could probably turn that into a book, followed by a movie deal (see: stephenie meyer) and make millions.
i thought i'd be relived when i am done with the applications. i am to an extent. but i also feel terribly bored and useless.
