10 Şubat 2010, Çarşamba
saat: 19:11
I had gone for almost a solid month without having any massive breakdowns about my future, but why now do I feel like sitting over my computer hysterically screaming about the fact that I had no idea what I was going to do with my life?
Let me tell you: it's overwhelming, it's hard and it's pretty effing awful. And probably, everybody will tell me it's totally OK to feel that way. I know it's OK to cry.
Not that I am crying or anything -I just have a bad cold, which makes my voice sound like I'm crying. That's all. Nothing to worry about- I'm fine. We are only dealt what we may handle, as they say.
