28 Mart 2010, Pazar
saat: 02:30
i am haunted by that old man.
confront the ghost, acknowledge it's presence and then ask it to leave. everybody knows that.
it had been a long night and i had only slept for two hours. hungover and sleep-deprived, i was forced on a trip. i realized later it was a front, i was the front. nevermind that. it was terribly hot, must have been july. the bus was so completely full that there was someone standing on the last step in front of the open door. soon i was having a tiff with that guy over moving along (you know, you could have taken the next bus!) and i could hear my friend arguing with someone behind me about armpit placement. then halfway there most people got off and we got to sit. then i saw him. senile and heavy, sitting there and looking about madly.
it was quite amazing.
then there came the question. upon some thought, i answered yes. after all this time, i still do.
a fine frenzy.
i cannot help but think that the recent update a little obstacle on the road to nowhere. that is all.
