27 Nisan 2010, Salı
saat: 18:56
Much as I desired the end of the semester, it still feels as if I were experiencing an earthquake and the ground were shaking beneath my feet. The world I thought of as permanent, stable and secure is falling apart all around me. Now that my dad told me to go to Florida, whatever the costs are, it is finally starting to sink in: I have to create my own promised land; from now on I will be responsible for my own life and there will no longer be any convenient excuses with which to ease my troubled conscience. It is not like an unexpected gift that comes without effort. It must be fought for and that is what makes it so difficult.
