30 Nisan 2010, Cuma
saat: 10:07
Ifademin kisitlanmasini birak, ifademin kisitlanmasinin mumkun oldugu durumlarda dahi kendimi rahatsiz hissediyorum, bir seyleri degistirmek istiyorum.
Insanlarin duymak istemedikleri seyleri duymamak gibi bir ozgurlukleri olduguna inanmiyorum. Ve bunun bir adim da otesinde, insanlarin istemedikleri insanlarla beraber yasamamak gibi bir ozgurlukleri olduguna da inanmiyorum.
Tolerans diye Ingilizce'den cevirebiliriz kisacasi. Insanlarin baskalarinin yasamlarina, yasam tarzlarina, soylediklerine saygi gosterme zorunlulugu olduguna inaniyorum ne kadar o yasam tarzlari kendi tarzlarinin disina ciksa dahi.
Ama tabi burada her sey siyah-beyaz degil. Baskalarinin yasam tarzlarinin gereksinimlerinin senin yasam tarzinin gereksinimlerine ters dustugu noktalarda bir tie-breaker gerekiyor ki herhalde en dogru cozum o noktada ev sahibi tarafa kontrolu vermek.
Kimse kimseye de kapisini sonuna kadar acmak zorunda degil.
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Uyumak ne kadar guzel bir seymis.
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Saka bir yana, bugun undergrad hayatimin son dersine girdim. Geriye kaldi 1 take-home, 1 regular final, bir tane de proje.
And just like that, it all ends.
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I don't know if it has been the best years of my life, I think 5 years of boarding school in the sweetest spot in Istanbul might hold that title.
Nevertheless, it has been the most interesting 4 years of my life. Arguably, I have changed a whole lot more than I changed in high-school.
It's all proportional, that's my point. Maybe I have grown more personally in high-school but attributing that to solely to school would be naive.
Really though, more shit has happened to me during college, of all places here in Pittsburgh, than I could have imagined were possible.
So that counts for something.
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I think we'd all appreciate if you could close your windows before having sex. The courtyard amplifies all that noise.
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We are the by-products of the same culture. You know it as well as I do.
We were awkward and awesome together.
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Sutyen uyuz bir sey.
Sirt oksanmasini zorlastiriyor. Ciddi anlamda kendisi ile en buyuk problemim bu yani.
Hani sanki ben giyiyorum sutyeni de.
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Neyse iste.
