05 Mayıs 2010, Çarşamba
saat: 03:45
For the first time...ever, really, I have the power to make my own schedule, write my own rules, and run my life the way I want to. It's quite incredible for me, I have to admit; and if I say I didn't like that, I'd be lying.
Apart from the concerns like 'How do I find the perfect apartment in an unknown city?', today was no different than yesterday. I haven't learned anything new. The professor with whom I was supposed to discuss my prospects kept saying that he could tell nothing for certain, which didn't help me at all to make up my mind .
And while this school is less expensive than UCs, it's still not exactly cheap. Because of the current economy (read: in the toilet),there aren't nearly as many scholarships or grants for grad. Joy! Oh, and BTW, when I mentioned up there that applications were way up, they have seen jumps of over 50%, so just getting in next year could be an issue.
I really do not know what I should do next.
My high heels killed me whole day, so tonight I just want to stay in my hotel room, wearing my pajamas and watching 'Ancient Aliens' on History Channel, while I drink Smirnoff Ice alone in my bed.
I can't believe I still have to go back, write 2 final papers and get ready for my presentation on Thursday. Lovely!
