06 Haziran 2010, Pazar
saat: 13:29
It's too much. I can't act any more. Years of acting as though I don't care, then I care, and now I've hurtled past caring, straight, slap bang into despair.
It's sad, actually. Some people escape through drugs or alcohol or even shopping. I escape through obsessing. I temporarily fixate on something (or someone) to the point where it takes my mind off all the other things that I consider wrong in my life.
