24 Haziran 2010, Perşembe
saat: 23:14
her sey bir yana da, rahmetli albinoni'ye katlanamadigimi fark ettim o kadar hengamenin arasinda.
adagio in g minor'le iyi anilarim yok. aeneid'le de. zaten onu dinlerken aeneid okumamdan dolayi bu tepki de; ister istemez "aeneas'in cehennemin dibine kadar yolu var, bir kartaca lanetiyle isi biter" dedigim gunlere goturdu beni..
But furious Dido, with dark thoughts involv'd,
Shook at the mighty mischief she resolv'd.
With livid spots distinguish'd was her face;
Red were her rolling eyes, and discompos'd her pace;
Ghastly she gaz'd, with pain she drew her breath,
And nature shiver'd at approaching death.
Then swiftly to the fatal place she pass'd,
And mounts the fun'ral pile with furious haste;
Unsheathes the sword the Trojan left behind
(Not for so dire an enterprise design'd).
But when she view'd the garments loosely spread,
Which once he wore, and saw the conscious bed,
She paus'd, and with a sigh the robes embrac'd;
Then on the couch her trembling body cast,
Repress'd the ready tears, and spoke her last:
"Dear pledges of my love, while Heav'n so pleas'd,
Receive a soul, of mortal anguish eas'd:
My fatal course is finish'd; and I go,
A glorious name, among the ghosts below.
A lofty city by my hands is rais'd,
Pygmalion punish'd, and my lord appeas'd.
What could my fortune have afforded more,
Had the false Trojan never touch'd my shore!"
halid ziya amcanin da dido'nun olumunu okumus olmasi kuvvetle muhtemel. aglaya aglaya, kartaca lanetinin ne ise yaradigini da sorguladik boylece..
peki, ben sayin skinner'e sorabilir miyim, mesela fareleriniz, hangi asamadan sonra yemek gelmedigini gorunce dugmeye basmayi birakiyordu diye? thorndike'in kedileri bile bir zaman sonra vazgecip yeni seyler pesine dusuyorlardi ya; ben bunu ne zaman ogrenecegim, onu merak ediyorum.
