10 Temmuz 2010, Cumartesi
saat: 02:35
i've derived a weird pleasure from removing my birthday from facebook. just wanted it to be like any other day. it pretty much was like any other day plus chocolate cake. my brother has always been creative when it comes to gift giving so the hype he caused was definitely the highlight.
summer birthdays are a bummer usually anyway. or at least mine has always been.
i wished to be happy in chicago and to be successful in my chosen career as a neuroscientist. that's not even an occupation, i know.
that's all i could gather at that moment. and i think it will do.
i know i've been mia lately, but i kept checking in you know. i think i have been waiting for some dreadful news. some shocking yet expected news that would push me to move forward, to move on. to fully delve into the pain that is to come and finally be done with it. i am still waiting and i know it may never come in the way i expect it to, but i guess it will be alright. after some time, after some new developments etc.
we will be alright.
and i think that cute little song will be out of my mind any minute now.
