28 Ağustos 2010, Cumartesi
saat: 04:43
Everything's been going pretty well (according to my new post-college standards of pretty well) and I think that for the most part I am building up quite the little social network of friends who would make me not feel quite so isolated.
The only problem is that grad school is harder than I ever thought. I knew my classes would require an immeasurable amount of hard work, but I had no clue exactly how frustrating the process would be from time to time.
It's safe to say though, I'm definitely in a head-over-heels love/hate relationship with the courses I'm taking this semester. Some days, it's all I think about from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. And other days, it's the last thing I want on my mind. Some days, CPO6091 and I spend our entire day together (Hell — once I have even fallen asleep with Dryzek (the book one, obv!) in bed with me!!) And other days, I've grown so sick of it that I just need to spend the day alone.
But just like in the early stages of a relationship, I want everything to go as planned and to work out as much as possible. A secure relationship. Then, obviously, who doesn't want one of those?
While it seems like everyone is wrapping up their summers, going back to school, or getting a job, here I am – romancing my classes! At least this romance is my choice, and although it's not always perfect, I have something to look forward to in my newly bizarre and surprisingly unplanned life.
