23 Eylül 2010, Perşembe
saat: 08:33
i think each and every one of those things would be alright, standing alone. together they worried me a lot.
i was able to soothe myself to sleep by thinking "well, i will ignore all of it for now. i will see what tomorrow brings, because tomorrow will bring with itself either good or bad news. then i will decide on a course of action."
the next day i found myself running after a truck carrying my mattress for a block and a half after having given blood. the building and street were blocked off. i had to beg police officers to get my mattress into the building. the following two days i was harrassed by reporters each time i went in and out. there was a suicidal bomb-maker involved. i considered it a valid sign.
i did know i would have to commit to a project when i came here. i did not know it would be about a nuisance, a problem, rather than a subject i am passionate about.
there is also the annoying tidbit about how i currently own three phones yet i am without cell service.
it all makes for a great story.
i am so tired of stories already.
