27 Eylül 2010, Pazartesi
saat: 20:02


so yesterday was smooth sailing. calm and nice. so i thought to myself it could work, i could maybe do this. i got comfortable.
this turned out to be a mistake.
i got woken up by a banging on my door. before i was woken up, in my dream, which dramatically changed course due to the banging, i had gotten up and then half way there changed my mind and gone back to bed. upon realizing that it wasn't a dream, my first thought actually was 'gosh i hope that door holds!'. then i waited for them to go away. they wouldn't. so i got up and asked who it was, she asked me 'is this &%^#& &#$^?'. i couldn't understand what she was saying, and didn't care so i said a fierce 'no' which was a mix of 'what the fuck?' and 'go away!'. and i went back to bad, pissed and terrified.
it was 3:45am.

oh also this sketchy guy contacted my friend wanting to sell my phone to me. i can't reach him even if i wanted to, the battery is completely dead.

i think this will all go to my book living at 1000 main: across from the crazy and among the crazier. coming soon. maybe.



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