19 Ekim 2010, Salı
saat: 04:42


this morning i woke up with le vent nous portera in my head. i had to google the name of the song at first because i did not remember it. because i am certain that i haven't listened to it in at least a year. or two. probably more. it's not on my ipod. the only time i remember listening to it when i saw the video on tv. and i remembered the video had sand in it, couldn't remember if it was a beach or a desert.
then i almost cried reading the lyrics.
this is the kinda stuff i am working on.

so which one's worse: having sex with another girl while you and your gf are on a break or letting a guy friend finger you for two minutes before you kick him out when you are wasted because you are depressed about being in a long-distance relationship?
honestly, i kinda thought about all the weird things about this question all sunday.
my 'girl's' opinion is usually very disappointing to people anyway.

the tall guy.
keep it that way coz i know you love to talk.

having the school campus right downtown is very dangerous. there are two shopping malls within ten minutes of walking distance. it takes five minutes to get to h&m. very very dangerous indeed.

i am taking this stupid class, alright, but am i also supposed to pass it? they never said anything about that. i think they should have been more clear.

i'm taking a ride off to one side,
it is a personal thing.
where?
when i can't stand up in this cage i'm not regretting.
i don't need a better thing
i'd settle for less,
it's another thing for me
i just have to wander through this world alone.
stop before you fall into the hole that i have dug here
and rest even as you are starting to feel the way i used to
i don't need a better thing
(just to sound confused)
don't talk about everyone,
i am not amused by you.
i'm gonna lose you,
yeah i'm gonna lose you if i'm gonna lose you
i'm gonna lose you,
yeah i'm gonna lose you if i'm gonna lose you
i'll lose you now for good.


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